“Everything I Wanted” by Billie Eilish, crafted alongside her brother and collaborator Finneas O’Connell, is a profound reflection on fame, mental health, and the unshakeable bond of sibling support. The inspiration behind the song came from a distressing dream Eilish had in 2018, where she envisioned herself committing suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge, only to be met with indifference from the world. This nightmare, rooted deeply in feelings of depression and isolation, prompted a significant discussion between Eilish and Finneas about the themes of their music, particularly around topics of mental health and the pressures of fame
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The single’s release in November 2019, followed by its addition to the reissue of Eilish’s debut album “When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?” in December 2019, further cemented its impact on her discography. The cover art, featuring an abstract painting of the Golden Gate Bridge, subtly nods to the song’s somber origins while inviting deeper contemplation of its themes
Listen to, “Billie Eilish – Everything I Wanted ” below;
